A Tired Mommy With a Heavy Heart

Today has been a weird day.. I just feel like I don't have any energy at all. I guess I have not been sleeping well and everything is just catching up with me. I am exhausted. Alex has been screaming all day. His poor little teeth are being so stubborn. Alex didn't go to sleep until 10:30 tonight and that is really late for him. I gave him a biter biscuit and I swear he had it head to toe. He was so messy I had to dunk him in the bath when he was done. He has started saying Da Da. I was hoping Ma Ma would be his first word. But at least it wasn't something bad..

I am going to a few daycare's in the morning to see if they need any help part-time. I am just going here in Archie so that I am close to home. I have always worked so far away from home. It would be nice to not have to drive to work.

Mike got the new Metallica Guitar Hero and he loves it. He is playing it every chance he gets. Good for him and bad for me. I can't really stand Metallica. :]~

We were supposed to play softball tonight but it got rained out.. THANK GOODNESS.. I am just not in the mood.

I think that getting a book and cuddling up on the couch sounds like a plan to me!!

I also think that reading the blog about Holly and her baby Carleigh is really getting to me. On one hand there is baby Faith who is 39 days old with Anencephally who is doing wonderful and is a little miracle. Then you have baby Carleigh who was stilborn and her mommy is getting ready to burry her. I just don't get it. My heart is aching for Holly. All I can do is pray that baby faith keeps getting stronger and that Holly gets some kind of peace in her heart.

Here is my daily Bible verse. It makes me really think about things and how powerful God really is. It is really more than a verse, I read all of Isaiah 66 and it was moving. Here are a few of my favorite verses in Isaiah 66..

13 As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you; and you will be comforted over Jerusalem."

14 When you see this, your heart will rejoice and you will flourish like grass; the hand of the LORD will be made known to his servants, but his fury will be shown to his foes.

15 See, the LORD is coming with fire, and his chariots are like a whirlwind; he will bring down his anger with fury, and his rebuke with flames of fire.

16 For with fire and with his sword the LORD will execute judgment upon all men, and many will be those slain by the LORD.


This to me is so powerful..The ones in red are the ones that reall stick out to me. It says that As a mother comforts her child he will comfort us. That is so promising. I hope that he comforts Holly like she is comforting her little Carleigh.

Everytime I read a little part in the Bible it makes me feel so much better.

I am heading off to bed now. I need to get some good rest so I can feel better tomorrow. I hope everyone has a great day tomorrow. Pray that Jungle Kid's gets some business.. We have been slow the last few days.